Childhood

Aren't you ever tired of working and stressing out everyday? I KNOW I AM. I sometimes wish I can turn back time to when I was 5 years old because i did no work, just went to kindergarten and play. Going back to my blog about death i think i said why does everyone have to work so hard but they just die in the end. Its not worth it and such a struggle. If I didn't say that in my other blog well I did now. If you know me I am a pretty loud person because it kind of helps me come over my shyness and anxiety. I didn't talk a lot until the age of 10 maybe? I would literally make my dolls talk in my head. Do you know what i mean? An example is like some kids make those sound effects with their mouths and pretend something is gonna crash. Yep not me, I was a weird child. I WISH I COULD GO BACK. My mom had also said it was better when I stayed quiet and obeyed everything she told me to do. Maybe one day i'll wake up in my 5 year old body. OH MY GOD THAT WOULD BE AMAZING I'M CRYING TEARS OF JOY.